RT @makewayfortako:

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For the girl on SBS no. 12 at 7:24pm.
I want to live in a place where people are not afraid to scream in the streets, dance in elation,

sing along with their ipod or cry hysterically in the bus. Society has a mindfuck about pride/

wearing its heart on it's sleeve sometimes. Everyone is on this constant mission to cover up

about being completely broken, for some fear of being seen through for one main reason;

acceptance. Its not this country/continent/state we have to change, it's our state of mind.

Posted by Kathy Anne Lim at 11:08 PM

i like this alot katzy.

@sonzel

that is how my desktop looks like right now. yes i have a hello kitty clock interface. i downloaded a christmas tree on
it this morning too with a countdown to christmas + new years and stickies with to-do lists but they are all refusing
to show now. i might have to reinstall the applications again. the second photo kathy tagged me of her broken mac. it
looks eerily similar to mayo (my mac). also i dont have my usual photoshop, sims 3 and eight thousand songs. :'(

i would spend 500 imaginary dollars to fix it but then i wldnt hv enough dosh for teen vogues and gummy worms.

days have been:

j called from prague 2 hours ago and i told him to skype me since international calls are so mother expensive
these days. so its 4am here and i'm waiting for him to be done with lunch & visiting franz kafka's grave. first
thing that came to my mind was franz ferdinand and kafka on the shore, should be fun!!! but i googled and
turns out he's some german writer. um okaaaaaaaay. i will wait. should i watch glee or .... glee?

there is a crack right down the middle of my macbook screen
since 2 weeks ago
its unfortunate like a lightning bolt on a beautiful picnic day
its uncomfortable like a hipster kid in a train carriage full of working class adults


and i havent seen virtually anything (pun intended) since then.


tomorrow i meet nicole for prawn aglio olio, famous rochor beancurd & cabaret
today i sulk in lectures and hide in layers from the rain.


such is life.

you were there for me all the time. when i was feeling shitty. when i was alone. when i needed someone
on the other line while i let the silence swallow me whole. when my heart was broken. when my heart was
unsettled. now that you need me, i cant be there for you. and it sucks and i really want to help you. but
i cant. i'm not being selfish .. I JUST CANT.






and its killing me.