catastrophe

acoustic rojakkkkk. good music for lazy friday night. the setting was kickass. also, lulu (my fish) committed suicide today :( i cant believe she pulled a prozac nation on me. but, quite strangely, i didnt have much affection for her. she was just there. all the time. staring back at me. sometimes i would ask her (i assume she was a, she) if what i was wearing was stupid. but she just stared back at me. like i was speaking german to her. i should adopt a kitten (no pun intended) because cats live forever! yeah i could go on with this marvelous plan .. if only i wasnt morbidly frightened of cats. another plan, dissolves with the sigh of the wind. rest in peace, lulu.