Wednesday, May 20, 2009

tonight i worry.

so many rough words were thrown carelessly upon me from all possible directions. and i'm
saturated with worry.
filled to the brim with fear and drowning mercilessly in sadness. i dont know
what to do anymore. i'm jealous and paranoid and selfish. i think too much. i never give anyone a
chance. maybe i want to keep my heart safe and this is the only way i know how.

i'm going to try and sleep it off. its going to be a rough night ...............

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